Have to go for the same blood test i already had due to the clinical trial stuff, gggrrr, she said its only a simple blood test, i said needles are not simple to me!!
then she raved about how she is going overseas for some work thing and wont be there when i start chemo, i said well i want to be you then, i will be doing chemo and you will be jetting off somewhere good!! then she said she had to have an injection for her deep vein thrombosis, so really she made it all about her lol
anyhow i am really re thinking this clincal trial stuff, if i do get chosen to have the meds then i am giving up a year of my life for it! i don't know and their is no garantee at all that it will make any difference at all
I was thinking of TTC'ing before all this crap happened and now its all so similiar to pregnancy, re the sickness and i have to take my temp twice a day so will remind me i should be charting and not looking out for signs on infection due to chemo!!
I wasn't firm on the TTC idea but was still nice to have a choice there, i don't now, well maybe later down the track, i said to oncologist would it be possible after treatment and he said more than likely, although no garantees i would stay in menopause, then i asked him if pregnancy could make it worse? he said actually they have found it makes it better in the long term. Anyhow not something i have to think about right now, but i guess i do, if i decide i do want more children and its possible then i don't really want to sign up for 12mths of a drug that i am not sure about.
In reality i think i am just planning ahead of it all so i don't have to think about whats happening now, i probably wont end up with more kids, i would be crazy lol!
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