Tuesday, August 5, 2008

The results appointment

Got mixed result today, they did get it all out but they were not happy with the clear margin they got, it was only 1mm. So i may need more surgery, which would take more healthy cells out around area. Only problem with that is that it was very close to skin where they took it so there might not be enough for them to get more. Anyhow they booked me in for surgery just in case and surgeon will see me again on 26th to let me know if he is going to go ahead with surgery or not, nothing is just fucking simple!!

I can get used to the lump gone but having to face a mascetomy is scary shit!!! hope it doesnt go that far!

anyhow pretty down about it all, barely sleeping so that doesnt help

until next time

2 comments:

~*Amanda*~ Mum to Amelia and Eamon said...

Bel i'm so sorry this isn't the best news.
Can you get some sleeping tablets to help you get some sleep in of night?
You must have so much going on in your head keeping you wide awake.

Sarah said...

Hey Bel, you are constantly in my thoughts, take care of yourself and please think positive. Don't underestimate the power of thought.

Your friends are here if you need us.

Hope you can get some sleep soon.