Told a couple of people in a parenting group to pretty well much fuck off, i just exploded, i couldnt help myself
It was not about them though, and i did say sorry, but god i was barely holding it all together at the time
had to wander off for awhile and calm down
On the verge of breaking down now, but will just keep busy and go to bed, i am scared shitless now, i have been hanging for Tuesday to get here so i could just get on with it
But not its nearly here i want it to go away!!
argh this sucks!!!!!!!!!
I am just shaking with fear right now, i fucking hate needles, i hate hospitals, i hate fucking cancer!!!!!
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You're entitled to as many metdowns as you need Bel!!!!
I am thinking of you all day today xxxxxxx
Bel i'm sure your going to have many meltdowns through out this journey. People will need to understand this if they don't they will have to get over it.
I'm sure your appointment is over now Hope things went as well as they can.
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